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I've noticed that, as of late, most of the comments/compliments on photos i take are not, necessarily, about the photo, but about the model in it. And in many cases, when i check out model's profiles on other sites, their photos get more comments like "lovely lighting" and "great composition". While any feedback, especially positive stuff, is generally quite appreciated, i wonder if people really take the time to think about who it is they're directing their commentary at. I know my models are pretty. That's why i'm photographing them. It's their "job" or at least, their goal, to provide expression, movement, to draw you in and attract you

I hate staying in your bed, but i love the sound of your breathing and the warmth of your skin. The way we are when we're alone is too bare to translate to real life, but how i wish you'd try. Try to know how attached i am to you, to read between the lines of my fingers. This story isn't exactly clear and my intentions are not entirely noble, but i love you. With too many words and too much hesitation, i try every day to let you know how much you mean to me. See the little things, please. Notice me, standing here, waiting for you. Every day i wake up wondering if you missed me while you were sleeping. And each night i go to bed wishing you w

After all that talk and all that show i ended up falling in love anyway. It's not without it's risks as he has more than his fair share of baggage and i was never exactly known to pack light. In the words of a friend, Time has been unkind to me. It's not his greatest friend either. We both worry. I think we may just keep pushing this around and dancing around the subject till we both realize that this is good. This is fine. I am not going to suddenly pull him so far into my life i can't live without him. Likewise, i am not going to shove him to the far boundaries of my world without a lengthly and sufficient notice. I love quickly, with